Hopes, Dreams and All That Jazz

This happens to me every once in a while. Seemingly out of the blue, I’m hit with a pang of inspiration. But for what? No, really. For what? I feel so motivated to do something, I just can’t figure out what that something is! Its both exhilarating and terribly frustrating. I love feeling empowered and like I can take on whatever it is that I’m wanting to do, but I get ticked at myself when I can’t figure out what it is that I am wanting to do! Do I sound like a crazy person, yet? Because I sure feel crazy.

So all of this motivated uncertainty, I’ve been dabbling in a lot of things. You guys should see my flower beds. For a while I thought my flower beds were what I was feeling so super motivated about. Actually, that is something that I’m so motivated by. I am a very proud mother of my beautiful flower babies and don’t be surprised if I post about that soon. I’ve dedicated myself to my flowers and I have a special reason that really binds me to that, but I recently realized that being an obsessive flower-mama is not what I’ve been feeling so inspired to do.

As I’m typing up this post I still have no idea what I’m feeling so inclined to do. When the surge of inspiration hit me, I promised myself that this time I wouldn’t ignore it and I’d act on it. But I seriously have no idea what I’m supposed to be doing!! I’m sure this is such a silly post, but I keep hoping that if I talk about it a little, I’ll be able to direct my motivation a little more.

Here’s to hoping.

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