What I Hope We Remember from Summer 2019

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Dear Boys,

2019 has held my very favorite summer that I can remember, and I have you to thank for that. The season started off really rough for me. I was in a sad, frustrating, emotional spot and originally I believed my summer and maybe even the rest of the year would be stained with sadness. I wasn’t feeling motivated to be all that fun and push us to have an exciting summer. But as you two always do, you encouraged me with your adorable little voices, consistent begging and precious faces to at least try. So at the beginning of the summer I decided to go forward with the attitude of ‘fake it til you make it’ to have a fun summer with you guys. In no time, after several fun outdoor playdates, pool visits, splash pad adventures, evening walks, porch sits and so much more, we were having the best summer ever and I’d completely forgotten about the crumby beginnings of the season. Again, I have you two to thank for that.

Once the ball got rolling, I decided to dedicate the summer to you two. We didn’t have vacations planned or anything big and exciting in the warmest months of the year. So I let you guys call the shots and that was the best thing I could have done. We had a blast spending time together, the three of us, and times got even better when dad could join after work.

You two are so young still, so I don’t know what, if anything, you’ll remember, but I hope I can at least remind you often of what a great time it was. I hope we remember all the swimming in Grammy and Pops pool that happened – how Emmett gained so much confidence in the water, floating in his puddle jumper by himself and figuring out its not the worst thing ever to get water in your face, or how Harrison really started to get a grasp on swimming by yourself, pushing yourself and feeling brave in the water.

I hope you remember the trips to the farm, the zoo, the Museum of Curiosity and the Dinosaur Museum. You two were filled with wonder, excitement and lots and lots of enthusiastic pointing and squealing. You learned so much, you explored it all and you never wanted to leave. “I want to stay here forever!” – Harrison after leaving most places.

Then there were all the visits to the Splash Pad. I know we have access to our own private pool, but sometimes the Splash Pad was what you guys desired. Emmett hated it the first time. The cold water touching him upset him and he was happiest to sit on the blanket with mom, but by two or three times in, he was just as happy as Harrison to get in the water, to get splashed and soaked. Harrison made friends at the Splash Pad, he shared, he returned lost toys, he helped kids who fell down, he covered every inch of that place.

I hope as you two grow up, you always think back fondly to our family walks. We’ve done this since before either of you were born, but they just keep getting better now that we are adding kids to our evening walks. Our walks involve playful conversation, big decisions, lots of “I Spy,” animal watching and people watching, and so, so many questions from you two. Our walks are something I look forward to the very most with you little boys.

Lastly, I hope we remember the times in our very own yard. There were countless hours spent on the porch on the rocking bench, talking, watching birds fly by and chatting. There were hours in the front yard playing fetch with Penny, racing, playing Avengers and dinosaurs and riding our bikes and scooters. In the backyard, we had our tiny kiddie pool, sprinklers to run through and the large cement pad where thousands of chalk drawings were made.

There were so many wonderful, simple, perfect memories made this summer. I’m so happy for that time. I’m so happy that you two turned my whole attitude around. You two are wonderful and magical.

I love you to infinity and beyond,

Mom

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Baby Cow

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You guys. We went to the farm a few days ago and can I just tell you real quick how sweet my little H is? I mean, I already knew this, but he just proved that to me even more here. I’m going to tell you the story real quick because I have to tell the world just how adorable he is.

We saw a big cow. It was exciting because my boys love animals. There was a way to walk around back of the cage the cow was in, so to get closer to the cow, we walked that way. When we came around the corner, much to our excitement, we saw that behind the big mama cow, WAS A TINY BABY COW! It was just laying there by the gate being all sweet and cute. H, without hesitation, walked quietly up to it, stuck his hand in and started softly scratching the top of this baby cows head. The cow started closing its eyes, very relaxed and happy. Mama cow watched as H took care of her baby for a minute. Then, because monkey-see-monkey-do, sweet little E also joined in on scratching the baby cow. They were very quiet and soft and the moment just felt so special and pure.

I love how soft H is. He reminds me daily the value in being kind, sweet and peaceful.

My Hulk Boy

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Three is a funny age. You always hear about ‘terrible twos’ but I dare say that whoever coined that phrase hadn’t parented a three year old, yet. H is hilariously unpredictable. Most of the time he is our happy, enthusiastic, curious, adventurous, rambunctious little boy. He enjoys doing good, he follows rules and he is kind.

But every once in a awhile lately he turns.

He goes from that sweet boy explained above, to a little Hulk. (fitting thats his favorite Avenger right now) He explodes with rage. He screams and starts kicking and punching. He gets mean and mad and there is no calming him down.

I’m truly at a loss right now to know how to control these outbursts, while still allowing him to be himself and let him know its ok to feel things and express how he feels. You know? But at the same time, its not ok for him to kick and punch me all the time, right? Oh, the joys of motherhood. As frustrating as it can be I honestly wouldn’t trade it for the world.

He is a great boy who I feel very lucky to be able to witness grow up and learn more about each day. This is fun. It really is.

What I Hope My Kids Learn from Disney

Dear Kids,

You come from a family of Disney obsessed people. Your great grandpa started this journey, passed it to Grammy, she passed it to her kids (one of those is me) and now I’m doing my part to make sure you guys all have a special place in your heart for Disney and all its magic and wonder. I don’t know how the Disney-love will translate in your own lives as you grow up. I don’t know if you’ll find yourself saving your money to take another trip to the park or if you’ll be to every Disney movie on opening day, if you’ll have Disney decor throughout your home or if you’ll be more of a quiet and reserved fan. I’m aware of the possibility that you may not all be as Disney-crazed as some of the rest of this family, but as I said before, I just hope there is always a special spot inside of you that respects Disney and is able to identify the magic it brings into our lives.

Because Disney magic is raising you. You’re being built by Disney Magic. When I think of all the ways I want you to grow up and all the ways I want to be a good mom to you all, I find myself thinking of things I’ve learned from Disney. As silly as it sounds, its 1000% true.

Disney can teach you to dream. Disney can give you hope. Disney can remind you that there is good in the world and that most people are good. Disney can help you find joy. It can help you cope when you’re sad. It can teach you lifelong lessons and it can implant song lyrics into your mind that you’ll never forget. It can be a source of happiness. It can be a safe place you run to, to get away from reality. Disney can be a refuge. It can help you feel carefree when you are feeling weighted down. It can create magic in a regular day and a regular moment. Disney can help you embrace who you are and the unique, special individual you’re meant to be. Disney can help you change your point of view and look on the bright side. You’ll find things and characters you relate to. You’ll have moments in Disney Parks you reflect on for years and years.

Disney is a part of your childhood, I pray you always think of that with a smile on your face and are thankful for your Disney roots.

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Love, mom

Avengers Assemble for a Birthday Party!

We had another successful, fun birthday party! Yesterday H turned three and we had such a nice day. During the day we got breakfast at Kneaders, ran a few errands and made a special stop at Costco – the birthday boys request!

His birthday party was held in our house with family and it was an Avengers theme! It was a great party with lots of chatting, kids playing, getting super excited about presents, yummy food and delicious cake and ice cream. A day perfect for our big three year old!

I’m so grateful for how loved my kids are. Seeing people gather together for their birthday is really special. H is very lucky to be surrounded by such incredible, loving family.

Happy Birthday buddy!!

Happy Birthday H!

I want to start this post by saying this:

THREE? WHAT THE HECK? HOW DO I HAVE A THREE YEAR OLD???

Ok. Thanks for letting me get that off my chest. Now on to the post.

HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BUDDY!

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H is three today. Three years ago today this little ball of love, energy and sweetness made me a mother. I’m forever grateful for him and his sweet spirit. H is kind. He is young, but he genuinely cares for others and I feel like he can sense how other people are feeling. He is energetic and is always moving (even in his sleep)! He has crazy hair that never stays in place and handsome blue eyes. He is brave, but cautious. He is a do-gooder, but is slowly trying out the more rebellious side and isn’t quite sure how he feels about it. He’s a good eater, a great sleeper and is an Avenger most hours of the day (his favorites currently are Hulk and Spider-Man). H is happy and easy. He is learning more words and sounds every day and is so stinkin’ smart! He is patient, a great, caring big brother, friendly, shy but social all at the same time and loves to be where others are. He is a rule follower (usually) and loves to talk about animals, Disney, letters, activities and holidays. He is an absolute joy. He is happiness and positivity. Happy Birthday, dude! I love you to infinity and beyond!